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;Thursday, May 12, 2011
Time checked is 23:39 hours.
As days passed, u seem to be a different person.
Sometime as i looked at you,
i wondered..
are you the one i'm in loved with all this months.
Sometime, you seem to love me..
sometime, you just don't.
You don't look at me the way you did before.
You weren't as lovely as before.
Before,
When tears dripped down my cheeks..
you were the one to clean it up for me.
Now,
when it dripped,
you turned away from me..
Before,
You always say you love me..
now,
I rarely hear it from you..
is true that feeling changes very easily?
is it true that love wont last?
is it true?
i've been wonder..
is this what people says love?
time checked out 23:44 hours.
Messedsy&& Thursday, May 12, 2011
;Thursday, April 14, 2011
YOU DON'T HAVE TO SHOUT LIKE THAT!
IF YOU KEEP THINKING YOUR RIGHT,
THEN FINE!
THIS WILL BE MY CONCLUSION:
WHAT'S MINE WILL BE MINE!
WHAT'S YOURS WILL BE YOURS!
Labels: u made me like a fool
Messedsy&& Thursday, April 14, 2011
;Thursday, April 7, 2011
Its 0150 hours in the morning of 8th April 2011 axactly.
At work now - having my break time.
Been sitting in the office from 2330 hours as the radiographer went to OT.
[ wondering what time she will come back from OT!?]
Check in aurora, there is 2 trolley case at 0600 hours later.
Been doing nothing except browsing facebook and then keying in the January Data.
[ oh what a good staff am i ]
When i was browsing thru fb, plenty of nice shawls and dresses.
The dresses cost about $30 plus while the shawls is about $15 plus.
Not pretty bad .. but gotta check some cheap ones...
My dear sayang already went to bed.
He super tired.
After work, he met me.
Went to JP- window shopping, then went buy dinner (long john silver), and headed home.
Ate at his cribs, rest for a bit then he sent me to work.
[how sweet my beautiful darlink].
Even how tired he is, he still send me to work :) hehehe.
I love him very the much.
He know i wants to get dress/ shawls.. and i was planning to get it, if my pay is enuf.
but hi still insist that he wants to get it for me..
Messedsy&& Thursday, April 07, 2011
;Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Been busy..
Unable to update this blog of mine for quite sometime..
So busy.
Sorry BLOG.
Well, currently at boyfriends place using his com :)
He sleeping like there is no other nights..
haahahs :)
Maybe he is tired.. well, apape je..
nobody can sleep with him snoring like an alarm clock.
hahah.. :) Jokes.
Been feeling unwell lately.
Had a fall, on Sunday 6th March 2011.
what a downfall..
anyway, this is what happen :
I was suppose to fetch a patient from the ward to the procedure room.
so on the way down, without realising..
the floor was like flood.
Being me the GUNDU, i just walk la..
then while pushing the wheelchair..
i slipped and fell.
argh! Ouch!
sakit la seii..
tried standing but in lots of pain..
but whatever, patient comes first..
that was about two weeks ago..
and i still have the pain still.. argh! shoots!
and did i mention that we have moved to a new bigger better office?
hahaha..:)
Messedsy&& Tuesday, March 15, 2011
;Thursday, December 23, 2010
O.M.G!!
Its been a while since i actualy blog..
I can't believe it..
I'm at work.
Working on thursday.
Its all i could ask for.
Been fine.
I watch Narnia 3 today. Tell you something its damn great lor. SUPER! Woke up quite late today( 23/12/2010). I really slept well lor but still tired like super tired. My legs cant tahan alreadi.. haiyahs! Workload, don't ask. Few days or should i say weeks, workload been double the normal. its more and more especially during night duty. " Doctors on call are crazy to order a lot! ONLY KNOW HOW TO ORDER! damn!".
Even my birthday has passed.
06/12/2010.
Was on leave.
Dadi dint celebrate it with me.
Sad!
but nevermind, i understand his situation.
well, No party but just a mini food eating which ayah blanje.. hahahas :)
THANKs DAD!
Dadi been so cute nowadays. WE had arguements. fights, tears. We went thru hardship like really hardship.
Dadi text me at around 06:10 am. He text me : " at this time, d sadar lg dari tido d ngigauyg d tumbuk muke sepupu d tpi d bangun sikit tumbuk tembok.".
DALAM haty. memang cnfirm my dadi ngigau! cnfirm! hahahs... laugh a bit.. hahahhas!!! dadi betol la cute..
pagi2 gini pon ley buat kelakar. kiter tgh penat keje,dadi tido tak ingat i pon. peluk bantal baring.. argh! geramnyer! haiyah!!!
Counting down in an hours time or so to go back! an hour ok!! haiyah!! super duper sleepy! i can barely walk!!! aiyah!! call cab!! call cab!! cant walk!! call cab!!! haiyah... ohmygoodness!!
Labels: :)
Messedsy&& Thursday, December 23, 2010
;Friday, December 17, 2010
Been shivering for a few hours now.
Fevers up and down.
I've been trying to smile,
But all i am ale to do is to cry.
Bits by bits drop of tears.
Putting up a hope, when there is no hope at all.
I felt dying inside.
Never saw the sun no more.
All i could see is the darkness.
Head been spinning.
Ate up Tramadol, no use.
Still unable to take it.
Wished to hear hubby voice, but we keep arguing.
dying + tears = too much.
Felt so cold.
Shivering non stop.
only hope that her prayers are answered.
YA ALLAH,
kuatkan la iman dan semangat hamba mu ini.
sembuhkan lah dirinya di sana dari sakit sakit yang dihadapinya.
aku tak sangup melihatnya diseksa.
ya ALLAH, kabulkan la doa ku ini ya ALLAH.
aku merayu padamu.
Ampuni la kesilapan ku dahulu.
berikan la aku semangat untuk berterus hidup di masa depan ya allah.
aku tidak sangup menjauh darinya,
Messedsy&& Friday, December 17, 2010
;Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Hatiku hancur mendengar berita..
Di hatiku bisik, apakah salahku!!
Aku menyayangi mu terlalu sangat..
Mengapa kao menuduh ku sembarangan..
Apape yg kao lakukan, aku diam..
Mmg aku punyai mulut.. Tapi aku mahu menjaga hati mu..
Kao memang jujur dengan ku..
Tapi hatiku sengsara.. Mendengarnya..
Aku dengar apa yang engkao ingin katakan..
Messedsy&& Tuesday, November 30, 2010