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;Friday, December 17, 2010
Been shivering for a few hours now.
Fevers up and down.
I've been trying to smile,
But all i am ale to do is to cry.
Bits by bits drop of tears.
Putting up a hope, when there is no hope at all.
I felt dying inside.
Never saw the sun no more.
All i could see is the darkness.
Head been spinning.
Ate up Tramadol, no use.
Still unable to take it.
Wished to hear hubby voice, but we keep arguing.
dying + tears = too much.
Felt so cold.
Shivering non stop.
only hope that her prayers are answered.
YA ALLAH,
kuatkan la iman dan semangat hamba mu ini.
sembuhkan lah dirinya di sana dari sakit sakit yang dihadapinya.
aku tak sangup melihatnya diseksa.
ya ALLAH, kabulkan la doa ku ini ya ALLAH.
aku merayu padamu.
Ampuni la kesilapan ku dahulu.
berikan la aku semangat untuk berterus hidup di masa depan ya allah.
aku tidak sangup menjauh darinya,
Messedsy&& Friday, December 17, 2010